Sunday, March 7, 2010

Tussle in faith...!!!!!

I have been a constant and staunch admirer of God and had always found Him nearby whenever I needed support- specially psychological. A few days before, I came across a surprising or rather unbelievable statement which opined me to develop faith in saints (Gurus), who could lead you closer to the ultimate Creator, he could teach you what is outside your scope of learning. Just after that I started thinking as to what is the actual meaning of faith?
For me, my faith on God is my energy. Why the whole world believes in God? Definitely, He is the rescuer for all. What special could the saints do which God cannot? Is the premise for the faith change is the visibility- that we can see saints in flesh and blood, can hear them, can touch them, can cry in front of them? Don't we do all these in front of God also?
The next day itself, I had a long conversation with my God, when I was complaining if I have been wrong in admiring and praying Him and not one of his disciple. What difference does it make anyway, I am still not able to figure it out. Has God lost His omnipresence and omnipotence today? Who could lead you sail the turbulent tides of time- the former or the latter? This dilemmatic situation is turning out to be a mind boggling question for me to answer.